We’ve made it this far without a listing of my symptoms and diagnoses, but I suppose it’s time at last for me to own up to the truth of what I deal with.

Let’s start here: each day is different. Some days all of my bugaboos are acting up, most days I have a few to cope with. And some special days, everything is quiet and I get to be extra-productive.

My major diagnosis is MCTD or Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder, an autoimmune illness trifecta of Scleroderma, Lupus (SLE), and polymyositis.  Scleroderma attacks my skin and other connective tissues, creating scar tissue and hard collagen where it should be making soft, smooth skin and muscle.

http://www.scleroderma.org/

Systemic Lupus Erymatosis is the most dangerous form of Lupus, another illness where my immune system attacks me instead of foreign invaders.

http://www.lupus.org/newsite/index.html

Polymyositis directs its attacks at my muscles, so now I am phenomenally weak for a 35-year-old.  It’s difficult for me to stand up from the ground or to reach up over my head.

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/polymyositis/DS00334

I’m currently being treated for Fibromyalgia (unexplained soft tissue pain) and Myofascial Pain Syndrome (pain in trigger points) . Neither of these is fun on its own, but together they really hurt.  Loud, distracting, red pain. [I promise to get to the solutions and how I cope later!]

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/fibromyalgia/DS00079

and

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/myofascial-pain-syndrome/DS01042

These are my main issues.  Currently, I’m also experiencing a lot of issues in my gastrointestinal tract. My GERD is excruciating at night, waking me up with food or acid in my esophagus or mouth.

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/gerd/DS00967

The GERD is worsened by my hiatal hernia, a hole where my esophageal sphincter should be.

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/hiatal-hernia/DS00099

And  Gastorparesis means that the food going down does not move very quickly into the intestines, which increases the incidence of GERD.

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/gastroparesis/DS00612

I’ve chosen the links based on if the issue had a support group or else I’ve chosen mayoclinic.com, which I’ve found to have good information formatted in for easy use.

One more important website for researching diagnoses like these is

http://www.arthritis.org/

a wonderful site that cares for people with may auntoimmune conditions beyond arthritis.

Well, there’s a start. I’m sure we’ll find more on this journey together.  But from here, you can get a sense of what I live with most days.  And now to rest.  Can’t wait for tomorrow!